A Miracle!!

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I always used to wonder what could be the greatest miracle in the world! Could it be falling in love? Could it be becoming rich? Could it be discovering something new? Could it be meeting God one day? My head used to be buzzing with plethora of possibilities in my mind….until a day came!

One fine morning in my sleepy nauseous condition, my hubby revealed to me that we are going to be parents. For a few moments I could not gather the deepness of that emotion. I immediately got ready for a doc’s appointment and started concentrating on the necessary things needed to be done. A week passed and went for my first scan. Immediately like a thunder of lightning I got so overwhelmed to see what doctor was indicating on screen. All the information stuffed in my head as a biology student felt so logic-less and I got up with such a deep emotional chord.

I could not help but question how can you say that ‘Man’ has the power to create life (considering the biological fact). At this moment how can you question the existence of soul? How can you attribute life to just a body which works just like a machine?

Certainly the life cannot be attributed only to a mass of cells. Certainly unfolding of a new life is a ‘miracle’ even though science can explain the reason behind each sequence of events. Certainly science cannot explain the intrigue role of emotions and power of faith in creating a new life!

Rationality loses its significance when you realize that life has dimensions much beyond the comprehension of human understanding. And that moment in your life when you come out of that bubble of rationality is what you term as a MIRACLE of your life!

 

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Is new year…..?

Is new year a time to sing a new song?

Is new year a time to infuse freshness in life?

Is new year a time to start a fresh with hope and positivity?

Is new year a time to introspect and learn from past actions?

Is new year a time to shun old thoughts and welcome new changes?

Is new year a time for home coming and express your love and warmth to your loved ones?

Is new year a time to raise toast for new beginnings and let go of past?

Or else

Is new year only a myth?

Is new year a marketing gimmick?

Is new year just a crap by party mongers?

Is new year ‘only and only’ a disillusion in our minds?

 

 

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When the going gets tough.. The tough gets going..

I have noticed that whatever be the phase of life we are in.. we always think that the coming phase would be better.. it would bring new colours to our life.. it will open new windows for us. We are always in anticipation of something new, a future, desolated from present. 

The moment your so called dream is attained, the relevance of that starts disappearing because it is then you realize that situations do not make life better. That is the time you see that even after the dream has been attained, life will not be all rosy. 

Its then when going gets tough..It is then you feel trapped..Its then when it seems all means of communication have broken down..It is then when u feel if somebody could just come and understand your silence.. Its then you feel that if for a day you could be protected from the wolves who are always ready to pounce on you.. Its then you need to show your utmost patience and will power to strive through all odds..

 As you move from the zone of light to the zone of shadow, there comes a realisation that no situation and no person can help you ever in dealing with idiosyncrasies of life.. and in this dehumanizing world, LIFE has become a battle that has to be fought each day.. 

The bottom line is that each moment should be seen as it is desolated from future..because living each moment would create life for you.. but if we keep on living with the myth that present has no relevance to the future, the bubble would burst one day making the going even more tougher..

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Its when..

Its when I see you in me and me in you..

Its when I see us together..

Its when I see your face along with the rising sun..

Its when I don’t want to be away from your arms..

Its when I close my eyes and hear your heartbeat..

Its when I get up with your fragrance..

Its when I want to gaze you forever..

Its when I wait for you breathlessly the entire day..

Its when I can not remove my eyes away from clock..

Its when I wait for you to knock the door..

Its when I see you again..

Its then I feel alive again..

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:))))

A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see, its you and me
together forever and never apart.
Maybe right now in distance, but never in heart.

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The greatest irony of life…..

You live life as if it is never going to end… You are constantly worried about different things in life….You procrastinate things in life thinking that I shall do it when I will have ample time…. But who is going to give us that time? We never ask this question to ourselves that what if that time will not come… 

In short, we tend to forget that the only reality that exists is death……. We take time for granted very easily… We take moments in our life for granted….We take lovely people in our lives for granted…. We forget that this time, this moment, these people are never going to come back….

Then suddenly life has the capacity to break your slumber….. You suddenly wake up –bewildered!! You are out of your dream world…. You see that you are not the propeller of the boat of your life or for anybody’s life…. You are left with nothing but the ashes…

We are never mindful of the fact that the death is inevitable… Having said that I am not saying that this mindfulness will prepare you for the death (I have yet not reached that sort of phase)…. But I think the consciousness about death can make you live life better… It may help you to take out the precious moments of your life for your loved ones… It may help you to realise that life cannot be weighed in terms of materialistic success only…. It may help you to think that I have to do things ‘now’ as that tomorrow on which you are keeping all your hopes may not even come…

P.S. Uncle Dev….I hope you can read this where ever you are… I know you remember the wonderful time you have spent with us (how you would always appreciate me for my work… you and dad discussing your childhood antics and giving us the tips… discussions and conversations of all sorts.. and then you used to depart on your promise of visiting us next year…. and how it continued year after year…)…I might not have ever told you that I cherish all the memoirs that you have given me on all your visits…. It is again an irony that I thought that I will show it to you  whenever we will meet again…I know you remember your promise that on your next visit you would treat us all…  I may have got busy with my life and career…. but in this life time I can never forget you… You have such an overwhelming and magnetic aura…..Your conversations, your smile, your thoughts, your simplicity, your honesty, your magnanimity, your compassion are etched in my soul… I am blessed to have met you in this life… No words would  suffice my regard for you… God bless you!! Amen!

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I don’t have right…………………….

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I don’t have right to feel the way I want to.

 I don’t have right to say what I want to.

I don’t have right to ask you that why don’t you let me the way I want to.

I don’t have right because I am supposed to be a puppet for you.

 

I don’t have right to question you.

I don’t have right to correct you.

 I don’t have right to challenge your authority.

I don’t have right because I am supposed to be under your shadow.

 

I don’t have right to walk alone but only along with you.

I don’t have right to share myself with you because what exists is only you.

I don’t have right to rely on promises given by you.

I don’t have right to even love you.

I don’t have right to even feel the pain given by you.

I don’t have right to even betray you.

I don’t have right to even expect anything from you.

I don’t have right to even wait for you.

I don’t have right to even choose you.

I don’t have right because I am supposed to surrender to you.

 

I don’t have right to dream.

I don’t have right to demand anything.

I don’t have right to form opinions.

I don’t have right to live my life on my own terms.

I don’t have right to personal integrity and space.

I don’t have right because I am supposed to compromise.

 

I don’t have right to roam as freely as you.

I don’t have right to aim for the sky.

I don’t have right to have unlimited ambitions.

I don’t have right to nurture my interests.

I don’t have right to listen to my soul.

I don’t have right to tread my own path.

I don’t have right because I am supposed to look after others.

 

I don’t have right just because I live with you.

I don’t have right just because I am a part of society.

I don’t have right just because I am not supposed to doubt your experience.

I don’t have right just because I am the fairer sex.

I don’t have right just because my ‘only right’ is to exist for you.

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